In fact, I didn’t even think about writing a special story about my mother - it was too painful! It’s just that, while preparing materials for the release of the book, I looked into my notes about the history of my family - this was even before I wrote my very first story - before, I only wrote poetry! In these notes I wrote about all my loved ones, family friends, etc. But when I started writing about my mother, I couldn’t continue: my tears were choking me! And so, having stumbled upon these notes, I decided that at least the little that was written several years ago, I must include in my book! And then I decided to put it on the page without changing a single letter. I know that after reading these sincere lines, someone will remember their mother and remember her with a kind word...
My memory has retained much of those distant, distant years and days when I, a young and naive girl, took the happy moments of life in a complete family as a given - thinking that this would continue for a long, long time - my mother’s warm hands, kind words and the vibes of kindness that emanated from her; the kisses she gave us good night; her tact, her hard-working hands, her remarkably beautiful hair - thick, black, with noble gray strands, her smile.
This is unforgettable! It’s just that now it’s perceived as something virtual - you can’t touch it, you can’t stroke it, you can’t reach it - NEVER! And how my mother knew how to be friends and love! And how she knew how to forgive! And with what dignity she endured all the hardships of post-war life, never complaining, but serving as an invariable “vest” for the tears of her friends!
And how mommy sang! She knew how to color the most ordinary things with singing: whether she washed dishes in a basin, whether she cooked “compotes for the children’s appetite,” or washed our clothes in a huge trough. Mom brought to us the beautiful sounds of music: as a child, she dreamed of learning to play the violin, but the family’s unenviable financial situation did not allow her to receive a musical education.
Her natural ear and pleasant melodic voice allowed us, without leaving home, to listen to arias from operas and operettas, romances, and songs from films. There were also favorite songs - including songs from the war years - I can’t remember them all.
But her performance of the song “Migratory Birds Are Flying” sounded especially touching! Did the mother think then that two of her three children, many years later, would fly away like those birds - “far, far away, where the mists roam”!
Somewhere at the turn of the 50s-60s, our family of 5 celebrated a housewarming: from one 15-meter room in a communal apartment, we moved to another communal apartment - without any amenities at all, but more spacious! Mom was immensely happy from the mere sight of these “choirs.” Of course - 40 sq.m (including a kitchenette). She thought: now everything is just beginning!
Almost immediately we got lucky: someone sold us a used one-door plywood cabinet for pennies.
Until then, all our personal belongings were hidden in the corner behind a gauze curtain. I remember how happy my mother was: now there is a place where she can hang three of her staple dresses (I still remember their colors), and one weekend dress - dark blue. She took great care of him! And how beautiful our mother was in this dress! What light her beautiful eyes emitted!
In recent years, my mother walked with a small varnish bag (it was called a “reticule”). Since my mother worked as a pharmacist, all the sparse contents of the purse had a unique “pharmacy” smell. For a long, long time, after she left, I smelled these things that smelled like my mother.
I slept with my parents in the same room and, stupid, I didn’t understand how I bothered them, still quite young, with my presence.
We lived in this apartment for three happy years, but this happiness turned out to be short-lived. Upon returning from Khosta, where my mother was vacationing in a sanatorium for the first time in her life, while swimming she discovered a lump on her chest, which, alas, turned out to be a malignant tumor.
And my mother was 54 years old. She was operated on quite radically, which gave hope for healing. I was in the 10th grade and, having a clear inclination towards writing, dreamed of studying in Leningrad to become a journalist. My mother’s illness ruined my ambitious plans - I had to stay at home and, from a pure humanities student, I subsequently studied to be an engineer. For four years we lived in the hope that everything would work out.
It didn't work out! A large family wanted to eat every day, but... everyone except mom was busy with work or study - then mom, like any housewife, - despite the doctors’ prohibitions - stood by the hot stove and the primus - and cooked, cooked: she probably thought that everything was the worst - behind.
And although, I repeat, we loved and pitied my mother, helped her as much as we could, but - due to ignorance or selfishness - we could not fully understand and appreciate the danger of this terrible disease and - WE DIDN’T SAVE IT! What an example of great courage Mommy taught us at the end of her short but such a wonderful life!
Thank you, Mom, for the life that you gave to me and my brothers, and for the fact that you, a bright and holy person for me, lived and will live in my heart until the end of my days! Today is June 12, 0 hours, 45 minutes, i.e. Your 100th birthday has just arrived! This figure seems unrealistic. What a pity, however, that you were really in my life for only 20 years!
Being young, I was not able in those years to appreciate all the greatness and generosity of your soul, Mommy. Forgive me for this, the most important, most beloved person in the world!
You have something to be proud of, dear, there, in the distance: your children have grown up to be quite smart, educated, decent people!
You already have three adult grandchildren, and 4 great-grandchildren are already growing up before your eyes...
Have we, children, managed to inherit at least part of your high moral qualities: kindness, patience and tolerance, a sincere desire to help those in need of your attention; love and the ability to forgive? But perhaps our children will think about this someday.
Low bow to you, dear, and eternal memory!
We rarely think about the fact that having a loving mother is a real luxury. The pain of loss after someone dear to your heart passes away simply cannot be filled. At this moment, it is important to choose a status about a mother who is no longer alive.
Can't return anymore
- I'm sorry that your heart hurt earlier. Now my soul hurts forever.
- May we all be accompanied by the hugs of our beloved mother for as long as possible.
- It's good when mom is your best friend. But now that she's gone, I no longer have anyone to be friends with.
- They say that time heals. But not all cases respond to this medicine.
- I can't understand that you're leaving, I can't accept that you're no longer here.
- It hurts me because I can no longer feel the comfort that you knew how to create.
- Even if heaven does not exist, mothers still turn into angels.
- It's much easier to believe that we're just living at a distance.
- And, you know, when it’s bad, out of habit, I still dial your phone number.
- Look at me, mom, look at me one last time. Don't go, you see me crying!
- You are an angel, you are a treasure, you are strength. And you can’t just leave like that...
A grief you can't help
There are not so many statuses about a mother who is no longer alive, and this cannot but rejoice. However, in difficult times, it is important to find lines that will help express everything that has accumulated in the soul.
- My love for you will be kept in my heart forever, and I believe that you will love in return.
- There is so much to tell you. How loudly the silence rings in my ears...
- At absolutely any age, it is very difficult without a mother.
- I would give everything in the world if only your heart would beat again and a smile would play on your lips.
- Take a break from all worldly worries, because you had so many of them. And if you still hear me, then remember that I love you.
- I am proud, because the bright name of my mother will long be in the memory of many of those whom you helped from the heart during your lifetime.
- I sincerely wish that my pain turns into grace for you in heaven!
- I miss you so much, and yet, out of habit, I wait for you to return.
- My only regret is that I made you cry in those sacred moments while you were with me.
- You put your whole life into making mine even better. Thank you very much, mom...
- You haven't been with me for a long time. But I love bringing flowers to the gravestone where my mother is in the photo. Smiles a little, and yet is a little sad.
Cross of loneliness
Beloved and loving parents do not die - they simply go to heaven. The status “mom is no more” will ease the suffering a little and allow you to express deep recognition of the mother.
- I will ask God... no, not to bring you back. You deserve heavenly paradise. Just let him talk about my love. Huge, boundless, tender...
- Although you left a long time ago, it seems to me that I hear your voice among the grasses and among the fields. He whispers to be a little closer to me.
- Mother's dear eyes... Look into them before they become just a memory.
- I seem to be an adult, but I recently realized that I am not at all ready to live in this world without my dear mother.
- Everything happens in this world. And I know the pain of loss will go away with me.
- There are events that you simply cannot believe, there are people you simply do not want to let go.
- Mom, I miss your hands, which could cope with any task. That they hugged you tightly in difficult times.
- I really want to smell my favorite smell. And kiss your hands again...
- I remember you as so radiant and sunny. Kind, cheerful and a little angry. The memories warm me, and that makes me smile.
- Thank you to the world for such a mother! What a pity that I can never get it back.
- Now I regret all those days that I forgot to call. Now I would give a lot for at least one such call.
Daughter's pain after the departure of her beloved mother
For a girl, a mother is not only protection and support, but also an opportunity to have a heart-to-heart talk and even gossip. The stronger the connection between relatives, the greater the pain of loss. Below are the most touching statuses about the death of a mother from her daughter.
- Next to you I always felt warm and good. But when you left, I will no longer find shelter for myself.
- I can’t see you, mom, but I know that you will look at me from above.
- I’m hurt and scared now, but your grandchildren will know that they had a wonderful grandmother!
- I realized that I was no longer a baby when my loved one closed his eyes. Forever, forever.
- If something good happens to me, I raise my eyes to the sky and mentally thank you. Thank you mom!
- What a pity, the flowers are no longer alive. What a pity, you won’t understand me anymore...
- You know, I'm used to living with loss. But sometimes it’s simply impossible not to cry from the memories.
- Almost all of us do not take care of our mother, even though they ask us to take care of her. But over the years, almost everyone realizes how sad the years that have passed have become.
- Say nice things and make moms happy today. We don’t know what life will do with us in the next second.
- At first I couldn’t forgive fate for taking you away from me. But now I rejoice at least in the fact that you can come in my dreams.
- Why does God separate us from those who helped us through our greatest adversity?
We wish courage to everyone who is faced with a similar situation. Love your mothers and don't be shy to show it to them!
Dedicated to all mothers...
Close eyes. Imagine the comfort.
Imagine a place where they will always understand
Where there is no evil and no sadness,
Where you are always missed.
You say - there is no such place...
No, there is - a parent's heart!
Often walking over and over the abyss,
Or vegetating in a bitter dead end,
I felt in my heart how it saves
Your prayer is somewhere in the distance!
When sometimes life gives you a thrashing,
Or fear will crush your chest like cold steel
I whisper like in childhood, “Mommy, give me a pen!”
And my path becomes easier for me.
Mothers sigh in the silence, in the silence of the nights, in the anxious silence. For them, we are forever kids, and it’s impossible to argue with that.
Love Mom while she laughs and her eyes glow with warmth, and her voice pours into your soul, Holy water, pure as a tear. Love Mom - after all, she is the only one in the world who loves you and is constantly waiting for you. She will always greet you with a kind smile, she alone will forgive you and understand.
Mom, my dear, my pain and joy are bright. You are in heaven, my dear, praying, I know for me.....
Only mother will regret and understand, only mother will find a path to her heart, only mother will think at night about how her sons and daughters live, and without mother the big world will be empty, only in a dream she will come and ask what’s wrong with you...
Who said there are no angels? They are simply called MAMA on earth.
After all, no one loved you like your parents did... only you will understand this too late.
The mother will leave, leaving a wound in her soul. The mother will die, and the pain will not be relieved... I conjure: take care of your mother! Children, take care of your mother!
Parents are the ones we love the most, but are the ones we deceive the most.
I want a lot of money! So that my parents have the same happy old age as my childhood!
Your parents are the people who will never be able to forget you. Even in the most unpleasant moments of life, just come to them. There you will be listened to and understood.
All my brightest dreams
Rainbows, stars, legends and temples
Were reflected as if in a mirror
In the clear eyes of my mother.
You brought me by the hand into the world,
She gently nudged her with her palm
And on my way the sun lit,
What is called love.
The only place where you are expected, believed, loved and forgiven is the house where your parents live.
Only then do we become adults when our parents die; while they are alive, we are children...
Mom, I'm sorry that I call so rarely. Mom, I'm sorry that I snap at you sometimes. Life and work. I'm so tired...Mom...I need you more and more. Mom, can you come and help me? I miss you so much that my heart is in tatters... I may not be the best daughter, but I love you... VERY, VERY...
If you offended your mother, ask for forgiveness.
It’s a sin to offend her family.
God gave her great patience
I'll worry about you all my life.
I don’t ask God for money or fame, but I only ask that Mom and Dad’s heart beat forever
Spend more time with your parents - the moment when they are gone always comes unexpectedly.
I love it so much when you're just nearby,
I love it when you look with a gentle gaze.
I love it when you help
I love it when you hug.
I love your warm hands
I love that your eyes are mine.
I love you because you believe
Like me, in my beautiful dreams.
Thank you mom, for being my mom,
You are mine and no one else’s mother...
Mom means tenderness
This is affection, kindness,
Mom is serenity
This is joy, beauty!
Mom is a bedtime story,
This is the morning dawn
Mom is a hint in difficult times,
This is wisdom and advice!
Mom is the green of summer,
This is snow, an autumn leaf,
Mom is a ray of light
Mom means LIFE!
Now you think that your mother doesn’t understand you at all and you don’t want to communicate with her when she asks. And once upon a time you sat by the window on long evenings and waited for only one thing - for your mother to come home from work... of course, you don’t remember this...
Mom never dies
It just stops being around...
Sometimes I try to imagine...
It’s like he just lives far away...
As if you could write letters to her,
Tell me.. how I love the dawn..
Just waiting for an answer is, alas, pointless..
Where mom is, there are no more letters...
Mom never dies
It just stops being around...
An angel accompanies you, and her love always lives...!
I wish I could bring my mother back for a moment, say everything that I didn’t have time to tell her, hug her as tenderly as before - gently and stroke her shoulders, kiss her hands. And tell me how much I miss, And ask for forgiveness for everything. Sit close together, not letting go of your hands, and talk, and tell her about everything. After all, I know that my mother will never be able to enter the door of the apartment, She will not kiss, she will not press, as before, she will not ask how I am doing now... Mommy, dear, dear, only the memory of you remains, And the pain that hits and time has not saved . I miss you very much, Mom, I miss you so much that it’s hard to tell, How much I want you to be near. But there is no way, there is no way back. Mommy, dear, dear. Where should I put my pain... My soul screams inside, I will always miss you...
Parental home is a place from Paradise... Where time is frozen on the hands of the clock... And mom, forgiving mistakes with all her heart, will give you warmth and love!!!
There is an eternal word in our world,
Short, but most heartfelt.
It's beautiful and kind
It is simple and convenient,
It is sincere, beloved,
Incomparable to anything in the world: MA - MA!
Love your mother while she laughs and her eyes glow with warmth. And her voice pours into your soul, like holy water, pure as a tear. Love your mother - she is the only one in the world who loves you and is constantly waiting. She will always greet you with a kind smile, She alone will forgive you and understand..
It’s very difficult without your mother, and everything around you fades... She is no relative in the world, she is your closest friend
Just know how to say “I’m sorry” and “I love you” to your mother; we say too many words, and they only need this.
Mom, thank you for everything good, sorry for everything bad.
Dear Maria has left us! Now you're in the sky! Is your dear soul calm, and do you see us from above? You left quietly, silently closing the door. And what happened? We can’t understand now. And you, dear, hardly understood what happened to you. But what can you do. Such a law of nature! That sooner or later, we too will go into oblivion. From where there is no return! Today is your birthday! And the funeral is a gift from us! May God grant your soul peace, And may your soul enter heaven, Oh, mommy, dear mommy,
how I want to press my cheek to yours for the last time.
I often remember you, and tears flow like a stream
flow from my sad eyes.
Why did you mom leave me and
she went into another world to meet the Lord.
I really need my dear mother's advice.
But she is not in this world, it’s time to understand long ago.
Although I understand with my mind, but in my soul, I still don’t believe it.
I often visit your grave.
And I still don’t believe it
that you don’t protect me as before,
you don’t give affection, care and warmth.
I say to myself, oh mommy - dear mommy, dear, oh
Tears are dripping from the eyes. 
How great it would be.
To press against your cheek at this hour.
The parting came unnoticed, 
I miss you very much mom, I miss you so much that it’s hard to tell,
How I wish you were next to me.
But there is no way, there is no way back.
Mommy, dear, dear...
Where should I put my pain?...
The soul screams inside,
I will always miss you
No one can replace you for me.
Flew off to heaven forever.
Mom's dear soul forever. 
The parting came unnoticed, How can I live alone now,
How empty my heart is!..
Don't leave me here alone, mom!
I have so much to tell
I only dreamed about many things with you,
And now all that remains is to write.
And send a letter to your address
Where you haven’t lived for a long time.
I love you, dear mother,
You will find a place in my soul. 
I quietly enter my mother's room...
It's so empty...It's hard to accept!
Portrait on the table... “Hello, mom,” I’ll say.-
Do you know how often I dream
That we are together again.. With your smile
You wash away the bad weather from my heart,
I can’t solve a serious issue - quickly
I'm running to you. You know,
What is needed, what is best, how to find a way out,
Your wisdom always saves.
So I got lost, turned off the path -
You are near....And fear disappears!
I remember how you cried when you left,
After all, she loved this life greedily.
I have seen success and fame. Although
It happened - fate did not spare..."
How I want to snuggle into your shoulder again -
You missed the warmth so much!
I'm sorry!" - I shout to my mother in a whisper.
But the mother from the portrait was silent 
I'm sitting on a stone... and sorting through
Daisies in weak trembling hands...
I come here and I know for sure...
What are you now... already in heaven...
I couldn't understand and calm down...
I didn't have time to say much...
No... I didn't come to bother you...
I... miss you... again...
Forgive me... as soon as a mother forgives...
For rare meetings... for harsh words...
Because... my daughter only promises...
But he forgets... barely closing the door...
Please... forgive me... for my indifference...
And there’s no point in blaming being busy...
There are no matters so important...
To take my mother's place in life...
Out of stupidity... out of youth... out of laziness...
We forget those... who are quietly waiting...
That we will come... and... on kneel...
Let's hug the mother... and let the world... wait...
14.10.2015
A selection of emotionally touching and heart-piercing poems with pictures in memory of a mother who is no longer here. For those who have lost the most dear and beloved person in the world.
The real pain is in the tears that no one sees.
But it hurts even more when you can’t cry anymore.
Because tears settle deep in the heart.
And there it is no longer possible to wipe them away.
#1
In memory of mom
The day is snowing outside the window. The wind is knocking on the house,
Like a memory, bringing a chill to the soul...
Worries for later... I am our old album
I open it with some sad feeling.
And behind the leaf is a leaf to that world that is so far away,
I'll think back for a moment.
Like a light moth, like a fresh breeze,
I will touch you alive with my heart.
My fate was blind to your love,
And between us there is a network of meridians.
She had a weak soul and was not stingy with tears...
How I missed you, oh, mom!
You are gone... Light is a testament to your soul ‒
It will spill into memory onto the distant island of childhood.
And there is nothing closer to the heart than the memory of these years,
And the most precious inheritance for me.
From the portrait you look at me so easily
Still with the same loving and warm gaze.
Once upon a time you were accessible and far away.
Now you are so inaccessibly close.
#2
I wish I could bring my mother back for a moment
I wish I could bring my mother back for a moment,
To say everything that I didn’t have time to tell her,
Hug, as before, tenderly, tenderly
And stroke your shoulders, kiss your hands.
And tell me how much I miss
And ask for forgiveness for everything
Sit huddled together, not letting go of your hands,
And talk and tell her about everything.
After all, I know that at the door of the apartment
Mom will never be able to enter,
He won’t kiss, he won’t press him like before,
He won’t ask how I’m doing now.
Mommy, dear, dear!
All that's left is the memory of you,
Grave mound, stone slab
And the pain that hits, and time - did not save...
I miss you very much, mom!
I miss you so much that it’s hard to tell!
How I want you to be near,
But there is no way, there is no way back.
Mommy, dear, dear!
Where should I put my pain?!
The soul screams inside hysterically...
I will always miss you!
Everything would be different in the world if
we knew that our mother was watching us.
#3
Mom never dies
Mom never dies
It just stops being around...
Sometimes I try to imagine:
It's like he just lives far away.
As if you could write letters to her,
Tell me how much I love the dawn
Just waiting for an answer, alas, is pointless:
Where mom is, there are no more letters...
Mom never dies
It just stops being around.
An angel accompanies you,
And her love always lives.
I love you, mommy! I'm calling you, mommy!
You are lost, mommy, somewhere in the clouds.
Don't get lost, please! Don't hide, please!
Come and we will carry you in our arms!
#4
Letter without answer
No offense, no deception, you will get it.
You'll sit somewhere tired and read it...
I am writing to you, mom, an unanswered letter.
I'll write that I miss you
That there is no strength to be alone.
I would like to see you
I would like to pour out my soul...
Far away, inaccessible
You're away from me now
It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me
Living away from you.
There are no tender eyes with me,
Hands that the sun is warmer.
My heart beat for me,
It beat more often, stronger.
With the same enormous power
And even stronger
My heart calmed down
And it fell silent.
You won't hug me
You won't warm me, love.
And only a name, only a name -
Everything I have!
If it were possible,
If only it came
I wrote it with pain
No reply letter!
#5
Dear Mom, you are always with me!
Mommy came to me quietly:
“Dear daughter, you don’t dream about me...
I'm with you, wherever you are,
I miss you, my dear...
I watch from above, praying to the Lord,
May you live happily on earth!"
I woke up from sleep... A tear ran down my cheek...
I raise my eyes to the sky,
There I look with hope for your sweet image...
Dear Mom, you are always with me!!!
#6
Pray for me, mom!
Pray for me, mom!
Pray for me from heaven!
I'm tired, because you see
I can't bear my cross.
A tornado ran through my soul,
Everything that was turned over.
Broken and crushed
And left me without strength.
Pray for me, mom!
He can't hear me from the ground...
I don’t know how I should live now,
Well, I don't see any other way...
How lonely I am in life,
And you are no longer with me...
Pray for me, mom!
Pray for me from heaven!
#7
Mom got lost
The yellow moon sleeps behind the clouds.
How many years have passed, and I am the same,
I never expect miracles from fate.
In the most difficult hour, I have my mother,
And she looks at me with love from heaven.
If there is melancholy and autumn in my soul,
I'm driving myself away from my usual places.
Mom will ask the Lord for me,
After all, she looks at me with love from heaven.
The yellow moon sleeps behind the clouds.
I look into the sky as if into a dark forest.
Somewhere among the stars my mother got lost,
And she looks at me with love from heaven.
#8
Mommy, spring has come...
Mommy... spring has come...
You loved her... very...
And in response... empty silence...
It’s as if that other world is boarded up.
Mommy... there's sunshine in the window...
Stretch out your hands to him quickly...
It also remembers you...
And in response... only the emptiness of separation.
Mommy... the snowdrops are blooming...
Do you remember how we collected...
How many joyful moments there were...
And in response... only the emptiness of sadness.
Mommy... spring... and without you...
She's so very sad...
But it seems to me that I'm not alone here...
You admire spring... from paradise.
#9
What a pity that we understand only by losing
She is afraid of scandals like fire,
Tired, aging mother...
Slouched, always rushing to help,
I am ready to meet and see you off.
Her guardianship is just annoying,
Her questions are sometimes unnecessary...
Her grandchildren involuntarily offend her,
And the children repeat: “Close the door!”
And she disturbs everyone with her participation,
He goes to bed late and gets up just before dawn.
He fusses, fusses, decides everything,
He tries to give advice all the time.
He imposes his recipes on Lent,
Then suddenly the “machine” erases differently,
Then he will rearrange books and notes,
Then he inserts remarks at random.
Worried when they arrive late
Starts a conversation about God!
And he leafs through the Bible so seriously,
And he has been going to church for some time now.
But the day came - and the house became empty.
She was then taken to the hospital...
Everyone looked sadly into each other's eyes,
When they threw a handful of earth into a hole.
And every time we didn’t have time
Warm up some tea before work,
Involuntarily they remembered the old woman,
Which death stole from them.
Everyone missed her questions!
And the phone was treacherously silent...
And so her care was not enough...
And no one else was waiting.
Everyone remembers how she baptized at the doorstep,
I went to consecrate the water in the temple...
And God has happiness for your children
Only she knew how to ask!
And it seems that she would be alive,
Words and feelings would be enough for her...
What a pity that we understand only by losing,
That a world without mothers is both cold and empty.
#10
Now I would give everything...
Now I would give anything
Just for your smile, mom!
You were in my life,
Like the warmest ray of light!
Your care and warmth
They left their mark.
Dear, we are always with you
We were great friends.
I came to you to ask for advice
And I listened to all your speeches.
How short are people's lives!
How you lived, dear, little!
I am my bright childhood
I’m just connecting with you.
With special, gentle warmth
I remember a wonderful moment.
And life flew by like a moment,
And everything was left behind.
Only the bright memory lives
About the best mother in the world.
You are your true heart
I gave everything without reserve,
On your fragile shoulders
She took on an unbearable load.
You were so good at telling me
Without imposing your decision,
That they immediately left
All my ancient doubts.
I know you were waiting for me
And I never forgot
But there are so many years between us
The separation became an abyss.
And from separations to new meetings
We lived life with you,
And these meetings between you and me
They were tempered by a long absence.
A piece of your heart
I always took it with me.
You, giving it to me,
She loved with a bright soul.
I am my tender memory
I protect you from all adversity.
You are my bright angel
You're flying above me. I know!
#11
Who said that time heals?
The pain hasn't gone away for years now...
Mom's voice is heard in the night.
Crying, the flame of the candle goes out.
Misty sleep, quench your sadness!
Ghostly hands beckon into the distance...
Along the black tunnel
I am looking for the promised That Light.
I wake up - the house is dark,
Yes, the hiss of a red cat:
A cat flirts with perfume...
Whoever said that time heals is lying.
#12
Mother's soul
From the house quietly, slowly,
On a long journey
Living mother's soul
It's going away little by little.
The dear old house is emptying ‒
My family's support
And everything acquired by labor,
Will leave him soon.
All things will go away. Without a trace
They'll scatter around the world
And never together again
Alas, they won’t get together.
There is no longer a closet, a chest,
There are other frames in the window.
No hand will touch them
My beloved mother.
I am not a miser and not Koschey,
But there is turmoil in the heart:
Without my mother's old things
For some reason it hurts me.
It's hard to put the pain into words,
She is a creation of hell...
If only, mom, you were alive -
I don't need more!
They take things away slowly
On a long journey,
And mother's soul is with them
It's going away little by little.
#13
You know, mom...
You know, mom, life has stopped:
Since you left, he hasn't moved forward.
And I might have learned to live differently,
Yes, only the heart shrinks and burns from the inside.
Tell me, mom: why did this happen?
After all, we didn’t expect you to leave at all...
The joy is gone, everything has changed so much,
Sometimes you can’t even sleep because of the pain.
Forgive me, mom, that sometimes I got angry...
Oh, if only I knew that you don’t live forever,
I would pray for you day and night...
What a pity that you can’t return anything!
I see my mother in a dream, my happy childhood.
Her arms hug me carefully.
My dear mother! You're so beautiful!
How sad I am, Mommy, on earth without you!
#14
I saw my mother in a dream
I saw my mother in a dream...
I missed her so much.
And my soul became joyful,
And mom smiled tenderly.
I told her everything:
About what really hurts,
About how we live on earth,
And about heights and victories.
And mom hugged me tightly,
And I saw myself as a girl;
The times when she was alive
Those days flew by like a film.
Then my mother and I talked for a long time,
Laughed, cried, dreamed.
And in this dream my mother and I lived our lives,
And they didn’t notice the time at all.
And my mother showed me where she lives, -
There's a piece of paradise there:
There the garden is blooming, and the birds are chirping there.
And I felt the flight of souls,
And I wanted to stay there forever.
But mom gently took my hand
And she said to me tenderly and with love:
“People on earth still need you, daughter!
I bless you, dear!”
#15
I miss my mom so much
I miss my mom so much
I want to talk to her...
Tell me how sad and lonely I am,
And most importantly, I want to ask her forgiveness.
I'm going to my mother's grave
And quietly I say to her:
"Forgive me for everything, dear,
After all, I still love you!"
And I tell her this,
That I will never tell anyone.
But I hear nothing in response,
My words pierce the silence.
And although she is silent, I know:
She hears everything and will understand me.
And even from her silence
My sadness will suddenly disappear immediately.
Sleep well, dear mother,
And I’ll stand at the head of the room.
Let me imagine for a moment that you are alive,
And I will pray to God for you!
Let them say that you left - I don’t believe it!
Let them say: “It was,” - I say: “There is!”
Let them say - your home is now in Heaven...
I feel that you are nearby, somewhere here...
#16
Mom came in a dream
Mom came today in a dream,
She smiled so tenderly and affectionately at me.
She told me: “Daughter, I am with you,
I take care of your life and peace.
I feel bad without you and the guys,
I come to all of you in a dream...
Don't grieve, don't grieve, don't suffer!
And don’t let yourself be offended!
Don’t hold evil in your heart, forgive everyone,
Let go of evil people!
I see everything: it’s not sweet for you,
And you cry at night for me.
But you are strong, my daughter,
Don't cry, but pray for me.
You need to raise the kids
You, like me, are an irrepressible mother!
I kissed my mother:
“With all my soul, mom, I love you!”
Oh, what a pity that it was all a dream...
You, dear, dream about me again.
There are no more precious people in the world,
Except for our holy mothers!!!
#17
Sorrow
Everything has gone dark... Eyes swollen from tears...
There is a silent question in my mind.
And only the pulse in my temples beats the answer -
Three terrible words: “Mom is gone!”
I do not believe!!! This can't be!!!
She is alive and will live for a long time!!!
But silence again shouts back:
"Understand... Accept... But mom is no more..."
How difficult it is to understand all this.
How hard it is to realize.
Everything will be again... The dawn will come again...
And mom won’t come back... Mom is no more...
#18
Mommy, how bad it is without you
Mommy, how bad it is without you!
How I miss you sometimes!
I look up to the heavens
But the Lord does not send your gaze.
I ask Him: "Well, at least once
Let me see my mother’s face alive!”
But from heaven there is only a drop of rain
Whispers quietly: “Mom sees you.”
And warmth poured into my soul,
Everything passed, consciousness became clearer.
And my head is spinning with happiness...
Mom, I want you to dream!
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#19
The sky looks at me through your eyes
The sky looks at me with your dear eyes...
Now you, like an angel, protect me from bad things.
And when the heart is filled with longing and tears,
You come in a dream and talk to me for a long time.
You say that on the other side it’s light and not scary,
That it seems easier, that breathing is easy again,
What is earthly there is ghostly... And it doesn’t matter at all,
What do you wear there: a white toga or a coat.
You say that you have been with us for a long time,
Surprised that we couldn't see anything.
You say that you wanted to console with your hand and words
And say that you're sick and tired of being sick.
You say that you miss, but there is no pain in this longing,
That it’s good for you that you often look at children.
You tell us to get used to your new role -
Defend your loved ones with your heart before the Lord.
You tell us not to suffer by staring at the photo,
To appreciate each other and be a little kinder.
You say that appreciating each other is also work,
And so far, you say, we are not coping with it at all.
You talk, talk, talk, and I silently nod...
I'm afraid to answer something out loud so as not to drive away the dream.
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